I stayed at home the whole day to regain my energy. And as usual, I surfed the net and watched a movie on my laptop. 

I found this funny Avenger “meme” on 9gag. *ROFL*

(Click the photo to see all eight memes)

Also, I watched the video of Lego House by Ed Sheeran in full length. I watched it before but only long enough to get myself confused if Rupert Grint changed his name to Ed Sheeran. Haha! Now, I know the truth. Rupert only portrayed an avid fan who is obsessed with Ed. The video is really fun to watch! Hilarious even especially on the part where Rupert was writing down some words on his notebook as if he was composing the song. It turned out that he was only copying it from the lyric booklet in Ed’s album. LOL Rupert lip-synced the song really well. Almost got everyone fooled. (You’ll get fooled if you don’t watch the video in full length). Here it is:

And out of all these things I’ve done I think I love you better now. ♫

My sister and I watched Source Code starring Jake Gyllenhaal. I like how this movie made me realize some things about my life. Chances to take, right calls to make, faith to stand for, and moments to seize, they’re all essential to make your life matter. 

Colter Stevens: Christina, what would you do if you knew you had less than one minute to live? 

Christina Warren: I’d make those seconds count. 

Synopsis: 

When decorated soldier Captain Colter Stevens (Jake Gyllenhaal) wakes up in the body of an unknown man, he discovers he’s part of a mission to find the bomber of a Chicago commuter train. In an assignment unlike any he’s ever known, he learns he’s part of a government experiment called the Source Code, a program that enables him to cross over into another man’s identity in the last 8 minutes of his life. With a second, much larger target threatening to kill millions in downtown Chicago, Colter re-lives the incident over and over again, gathering clues each time, until he can solve the mystery of who is behind the bombs and prevent the next attack. Filled with mind-boggling twists and heart-pounding suspense, Source Code is a smart action-thriller directed by Duncan Jones.

Source: http://trailers.apple.com/trailers/summit/sourcecode/

This morning, I found a photo that struck me to my core. I posted it here: Awakening. Like I said on the post, it is a reminder to live like Christ moment by moment. I also stumbled upon a website of a “19 year old Pennsylvanian girl who’s learning to take this life one step at a time, and learning to give God all of her trust.” I read some of her posts but this is something I can really relate to right now.

“Who is your Prince Charming?” excerpt:

The thing is, my head knows all of these things…but what of my heart?

See, I’m still learning. Though this faith isn’t new to me, and I’ve known Christ for years now, my relationship with him has had infinite ups and downs. He is always constant, but I’m ridiculous when it comes to my side of the relationship. And as far as Prince Charming goes, let’s be honest. My very human self longs for a man I can touch and hold, whose quirks I can learn, and whose face I can memorize.

*sigh*

But I am so grateful that God has protected me from men (sounds funny, eh?). I know with all my heart that were a man to enter my life right now, with my relationship with God the way it is, this man would quickly become as an idol in my life. He would come before the Lord in my life…I would worship the ground he walks on, and he would consume my thoughts.

I’m so thankful that God’s timing is not the same thing as my timing. You’ve no idea.

I realize what a gift years of singleness are (and I’m definitely not old enough to be worrying about my single status, yet ;)) and I realize that I need to be using these years to the fullest, to really get to know and love the Lord with everything in me.

Because He is that missing piece of me…He is my real Prince who’s already come and rescued me. And he rescues me daily. Hourly, even.

And one of these days, he’s gonna come take me to his castle in the sky where we shall live happily ever after.

Source: http://avoiceofpraise.blogspot.com/2012/02/who-is-your-prince.html

I daydream when my mind is tired of thinking of school works. I let my mind wander in an unknown world, always. It comforts me, but sometimes it also brings fear. 

Last week, I’d been daydreaming the same scenario:

• I was in a retreat.
• I was sitting in a mono block chair.
• There was a speaker (a youth pastor) on the stage.
• Breakout groups. 

Until darkness surrounded the place. All living green things (plants, trees) died. Evil entered the room. The Demon was a female. She was trying to find someone who she could possess. I told her “You’re too late. You can’t possess anyone here. Be gone.” Then she screamed and disappeared like a dust.

I felt power. I don’t know if it was a good thing or a bad thing, but please pray with me that it is the power of Jesus Christ, not pride or self-righteousness. Also, it felt real. Like I was really in there fighting. Like it was actually happening. 

My Discipler shared that demons cannot possess people who already received Jesus Christ because the Holy Spirit is in them already. That means I cannot be possessed. I’m worried though, that if I cannot be possessed, I might witness demon-possession. 

I shared this particular daydream to my Discipler last night. She advised that if my daydreams bring fear I should recite a verse to interrupt my mind from wandering. She suggested Psalm 23. :)

When I woke up this morning, I turn to my Bible and memorized it. I now feel safe. :)

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,

He leads me beside quiet waters.

He restores my soul,

He guides me in the paths of righteousness

for His name’s sake.

Even though I walk through the valleys of the shadow of death

I will fear no evil

for You are with me;

Your rod and staff,

they protect and comfort me.

You prepare a table before me

in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil;

my cup overflows with blessings.

Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.